Something got blocked up inside me this morning
As I went to breathe
I felt a resistance in my chest
It snapped at my mother while making my coffee
Stirring sweetener into the black drink
Currently reflecting my state of mind
I hoped it would lighten up a bit
Sluggishly moving my limbs to do what I wanted
It didn’t shake the blockage within
On my drive to work I played loving music
Whispering to the darkness
It’s ok little one
It will be brighter tomorrow
Heart throbbing
Hands shaking
Sweat seeping from my pores
Heavy breaths blow past my neck
Sweeping me away to other worlds
Steady hands healing my wounds
Falling deeper with each brush on my skin
Determined stare grabbing at my hips
Deeper eyes would drown me
Let me twirl in the heat between us
For I would give it all
Be sure
There is far to go
First an urge
Not quite a fully formed thought
A longing,
Pulling my subconscious.
All the little holes left by past heartbreaks
Reached out
to be momentarily filled by you.
Willingly you obliged
Drenched in your wholeness
I felt calm and full.
Like the tide,
you eventually rolled back out to the sea.
The next tide will bring a new longing.
The Gap 